Still fantasizing, fantasizing that as long as you're willing to sacrifice yourself, you can finally get the armor that's been shelved for five years into the gacha pool.

今年暂时不会死，就是活路越来越少了，明年说不准咯 原本计划做黄油，十月末出demo，明年年初发布或EA。现在这形势，我敢做吗，能发布吗，能回本吗，哈哈 反正这件事情对未来几年影响巨大吧，这两周焦虑的要死，一想到这个事情可能导致未来十年被白白浪费就好笑 今年只能老老实实做视频了，焦虑就先不管了，时间还剩多久我都不知道。医学情况的话，身体没大病不用治，心理的治不好，稍微贵一点的也都看不起，不管了，医院基本上药都不愿意开，我急也没用 今年继续讨饭，因为视频就是能拿到多少我就做多少了，总不能压声优工资吧，没钱的多评论意思一下也行，还能安慰一下自己事情有意义 还有id是认真的所以这几天自己不吃的tag赶紧屏蔽一下，推上发布的内容如果我标了敏感挡住了就最好别看哈，至少先过过脑子看看内容自己吃不吃 I probably won’t die this year, but my options are just getting fewer , so, who knows about next year. My plan was to make an H-game, release a demo by the end of October, and do a full/EA release early next year. But given the shit we are having now, I doubt I dare to finish it, let alone release it or break even. Anyway this crap has made me anxious for two weeks now and will affect me for a few years. Kind of funny that my next decade could be wasted because of this. So this year I will just focus on making videos and ignore the anxiety for now, I don't know how much time left anyway. Health-wise, there isn’t anything physical to fix, and there’s nothing I can do about my mental state, and I can’t afford anything better. The hospital barely prescribes anything , so it’s pointless to even try. I will continue begging because I am basically going to make as much as I can get. No way I’m cutting VA rates. If you cannot afford it, just leave a comment or something, at least hings look less pointless this way. Also, my ID thing is serious, so please block any tags you don’t want to see. If I mark something sensitive on twitter, just ignore it or read the description before clicking "show" https://allmylinks.com/anryms Card: Cetol pixiv 70808817 @meropanaii SFX Pack: @Hentaudio @LeHornySFX3D @OpenNSFWSP Scene:@YuukiS69