又幻想了，幻想只要愿意献身，就终于可以让晾了五年的装甲进卡池了

今年暂时不会死，就是活路越来越少了，明年说不准咯 原本计划做黄油，十月末出demo，明年年初发布或EA。现在这形势，我敢做吗，能发布吗，能回本吗，哈哈 反正这件事情对未来几年影响巨大吧，这两周焦虑的要死，一想到这个事情可能导致未来十年被白白浪费就好笑 今年只能老老实实做视频了，焦虑就先不管了，时间还剩多久我都不知道。医学情况的话，身体没大病不用治，心理的治不好，稍微贵一点的也都看不起，不管了，医院基本上药都不愿意开，我急也没用 今年继续讨饭，因为视频就是能拿到多少我就做多少了，总不能压声优工资吧，没钱的多评论意思一下也行，还能安慰一下自己事情有意义 还有id是认真的所以这几天自己不吃的tag赶紧屏蔽一下，推上发布的内容如果我标了敏感挡住了就最好别看哈，至少先过过脑子看看内容自己吃不吃 I probably won’t die this year, but my options are just getting fewer , so, who knows about next year. My plan was to make an H-game, release a demo by the end of October, and do a full/EA release early next year. But given the shit we are having now, I doubt I dare to finish it, let alone release it or break even. Anyway this crap has made me anxious for two weeks now and will affect me for a few years. Kind of funny that my next decade could be wasted because of this. So this year I will just focus on making videos and ignore the anxiety for now, I don't know how much time left anyway. Health-wise, there isn’t anything physical to fix, and there’s nothing I can do about my mental state, and I can’t afford anything better. The hospital barely prescribes anything , so it’s pointless to even try. I will continue begging because I am basically going to make as much as I can get. No way I’m cutting VA rates. If you cannot afford it, just leave a comment or something, at least hings look less pointless this way. Also, my ID thing is serious, so please block any tags you don’t want to see. If I mark something sensitive on twitter, just ignore it or read the description before clicking "show" https://allmylinks.com/anryms Card: Cetol pixiv 70808817 @meropanaii SFX Pack: @Hentaudio @LeHornySFX3D @OpenNSFWSP Scene:@YuukiS69